Hello, Newgrounders. I've decided to make a serious post for once and get some things off my chest that I've had for quite awhile. You see, my childhood never had many fond memories of me trying new things, wheras my parents were smothering me most of the time, which caused my insecurities and lack of self-confidence. Not to mention the turmoil, either.

You see, it didn't really bother me until as of late. Lately, when I try and do something new, I can't help but think of how wrong it could go instead of just going along for the ride. I keep missing chances at new things and I'm afraid if I don't fix it soon, it'll be too late to do any of them. Also, I think these insecurities I have keep pushing my friends away, both on the internet and IRL. Please, if anyone could help me with my dilema, I'd be forever in your debt. I just don't want to die not knowing if I lived a fufilling life or not.